awful feeling in my brain when I was angry.
It felt as though the hormones would flood in making me
dizzy and my vision and brain were full of thick
clouds.
Now a days I do not get those feelings in my brain
but I know they are happening. I have just lost
the sensitivity to them.
Probably because it is daily......
Mother said I wasn't being nice yesterday to her.
She had stuffed a cereal box, datebook, and mail
down her pants.
I lost my patience with her as we fought over pulling
them out.
Other things she did that day I just said "FINE".
I hate being angry inside.
It makes me ill.
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You are absolutely totally flooded with things to do with no time for peace for yourself. Can any of the family step up?
just dropping by to leave a few (((((HUG))))) for my amazing friend.
I just say "FINE" a lot of the time too. It saves further frustration and knots and churning in my gut. Then I walk away, out of Mama's sight to give myself a good talking to about letting stuff go.
I hope you've had a chance to catch your breath a bit and you're doing okay now. Wishing you a good Sunday.
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